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Liebe.
Friedliche, reine Liebe. 
Für die Menschen. Für das Leben. Für dich und mich. Für die Sonne, die auf uns herab scheint und die Musik die zu uns herüber schallt. 
Liebe durchflutet mich. 
Es ist nicht die Liebe für jemanden, die Liebe auf der eine Beziehung basiert. Oder die Liebe die Menschen blind macht. Es ist die Liebe für alles, was um mich herum ist. Eine dankbare Liebe die mir die Augen öffnet für die Schönheit des Lebens, mich erfüllt wie ein helles, warmes Licht. 
Das ist es was ich spüre, als ich im Gras liege, den Kopf auf deiner Brust, die sich ruhig auf und ab bewegt. Die trockenen Halme kitzeln auf der Haut, Ameisen krabbeln über meine Beine. 
Wir lauschen einer Geschichte, erzählt in einer ruhigen, tiefen Stimme. Und wir sind friedlich. Mit allem im Reinen. Und am meisten mit uns. 
Du nimmst meine Hand in deine.
Ich schließe die Augen und noch nie war es so hell. 
Die Liebe erfüllt mich wie ein helles, warmes Licht. 


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